Confessions of a Sargeemprenkstarobodeb

You'd think that all of my personalities would mean I have a lot of friends. Right? WRONG! Being me, I only have one or 2 friends, Cordelia* and Diana* (*: Names have been changed) I have tons of people who I just know and am friendly with. But its not the same. I have hardly anyone who i can just talk and not worry about being judged. Its almost unnerving being me. Living in a constant state of fear that your abundant secrets will be spilled, causing everything you've worked for to be...ruined. And don't even get started about boyfriends, I'm not ugly, i just dont know any boys! I'm homeschooled if you think its impossible. Its possible I assure you. I am boy crazy and not afraid to admit it. Shamefully, if i was not a virgin i'd be a slut. :-/ I'm not the most innocent girl on the block and i think that adds to my lack of kindredspiritship. :(  Love is one of those things for me, that you dream of, day dream of, masturbate to, but its near impossible to grasp. Don't even get me started on true love. >:] Basically, I'm lonely. And no you ip's, (internet predators) I'm not looking for company, I'm bitching like a pms-ing teen about not having any company. Big Diff. 

what up? its me the multifaced girl, ALIVE. Boy oh boy do we have some catching up to do. :) I'm still as misunderstood girl you remember me as. :) Maybe even more! :o Why am i using so many EFFING SMILEYS. I have a shame show now, Gossip Girl. The show that I hate to say that I lurve. Chuck bass could steal my virginity in the back of his limo any day. *swoonertown*  hahhaha. I'm in a overly laughable mood, somethings wrong. :( I must be BI POLAR! omgizzle sauce. *slaps head* shut up!  Sigh, I hate being so hyper because nobody takes me seriously. *breaks out singing "Its a hard knock life for me! its a hard knock life for me!" I am not a bubble gum girl, I am, Me. and nobody else. Grrr. But remember. As Georgina Sparks says :P