Confessions of a Sargeemprenkstarobodeb

Its hard when you are one of these, impossible when you are all of them.

Sarcastic, geek, emo, preppy, rockstar, nobody, celeb.

You'd think that all of my personalities would mean I have a lot of friends. Right? WRONG! Being me, I only have one or 2 friends, Cordelia* and Diana* (*: Names have been changed) I have tons of people who I just know and am friendly with. But its not the same. I have hardly anyone who i can just talk and not worry about being judged. Its almost unnerving being me. Living in a constant state of fear that your abundant secrets will be spilled, causing everything you've worked for to be...ruined. And don't even get started about boyfriends, I'm not ugly, i just dont know any boys! I'm homeschooled if you think its impossible. Its possible I assure you. I am boy crazy and not afraid to admit it. Shamefully, if i was not a virgin i'd be a slut. :-/ I'm not the most innocent girl on the block and i think that adds to my lack of kindredspiritship. :(  Love is one of those things for me, that you dream of, day dream of, masturbate to, but its near impossible to grasp. Don't even get me started on true love. >:] Basically, I'm lonely. And no you ip's, (internet predators) I'm not looking for company, I'm bitching like a pms-ing teen about not having any company. Big Diff. 

"Haven't you heard, I'm the Crazy Bitch In Town"

Nobody Nancy


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